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June 13

One song cheer you up

Nightingale-By Eagles
 
Swing on the taps, really cheerful!
 
I'm hanging on to my peace of mind
I just don't know
I'm hanging on to those good times, baby
Just want to let them roll
I'm gonna make it to the light and joy
I'll tell you why
I got a woman who can take me there
the apple of my eye
oh, I just don't know, no no, no, no
I love her so
Don't let me see that morning paper
cause I don't need those dues
it's just the same old murder movie
but they call it the news
I'll tell you what would be some story
and what would set me free
Is if the same thing happened to everybody
that just happened to me, oh,
I just don't know, no, no, no, no
I'll never let her go
Every time I hear somebody sneakin'
up behind whoa, I turn around
but I still hear that sound
and just when I'm about to lose my mind
Here comes my baby
singing like a nightingale
Coming my way down along that devastation
trail well tell the Lord above
she's got a brand of love
that cannot fail
I'm hanging on to my peace of mind
that's no lie
I'm hanging on to my special friend
the apple of my eye
my inspiration, too
she's got a lead on my heart and
my soul and she knows just what to do
oh, I just don't know, no ,no, no, no
No, I get so low, and my mind's about to go
but wait a minute, here comes my baby
singing like a nightingale
coming my way down along that devastation
trail
Well, let the fires burn, let the
floods return
we will prevail
Hanging on to my peace of mind
I just don't know
 
June 09

Before Tibet

亲爱的

如果你能原谅我的无知

我甚至不知道地球是圆的

也从没想过

这是一块龟背上的大陆

囚禁在没有黑夜的天堂

沉重的脚镣

每天擦出一样的火花

 

我知道的西藏

是旅行者口中缥缈的传说

然后它像一个魔咒

把我的每一天

都变得更加漫长

 

那里的天蓝得扎眼

那里的山川圣洁又宽广

那里的水婴儿的眼眸般清亮

那里有飞得最高的雄鹰

还有如繁星散落的牛羊

 

离天空最近

离尘埃最远

它是那恼人的藤蔓

在钢筋水泥的坟茔里

时时羁绊我的步伐

 

从没跨入一座教堂

你给我的力量

比耶和华更加强大

就要冲你来了

做一条歇斯底里的鲑鱼吧

回到最初的故乡

June 02

青苔

青苔长在阴影里

青苔长在下雨天

青苔紧紧攀在石头上

你无法像樟树叶一样采摘

而只有在指甲缝里获得

你的魂魄在空气中弥散

我开始发晕

这就是青苔的味道

跟多年前一样

 

雨天的时候

你才从阴影里走来

你是阳光的沼泽

各种各样的光芒

从你头顶远远的飘过

 

看到你

我就要停下

看到你

就不知道去哪

这样的色彩

安静而绝望

我扑扑的心脏

就要从这里

流出汩汩的绿液

 

大晴天里

一个朝北的窗子

看对面

阳光下发白刺眼的被单

还有皱着眉匆匆而过的男女

你在窗台下安睡吧

微微的呼吸

像最高明的刺客

悄悄穿过

我的心房

May 08

水 流年 许巍

我是特别爱喝水的人

上班的时候更是这样

烟一根根的烧

水灌得更快

然后再往厕所跑

我爱听许巍歌

就像喝水一样

纯净水

无色无毒

不含重金属离子

灌水是一件上瘾的事

如果把我关进一个装水的仓库

我一定会水肿而死

七窍流水

难看无比

所以水也是一种毒药

不是所有毒药都要画个骷髅头以正视听

 

有个词叫 似水流年

有人解释过

即是

一个人突然中邪 静静地躺在河底

眼看这人生里发生的事像潺潺流水 粼粼波光夺目

像落叶 浮木 空的玻璃瓶般 一样一样从身上眼端流过

对于时间的过往

不必深究

对于过去的我

现在的我只是旁观者

无所谓冷眼热眼

旁观的心态就很好

而对于一生

其实并没有未来

祖先的未来

已经被我们

深深的踩在脚下

所以

回眸一笑或

不堪回首

乃是

最重要的乐趣和痛苦

对于现在

要用

最自然的姿态去记录

而未来

一个不是未来的未来

我疯狂的爱恋着她

也无情的抛弃着她

因为我知道

她会成为我的似水流年

 

听许巍的歌

看到身后的路

看到身旁的风景

还有我最爱的

飘飘荡荡的

未来

 

这算一种靡靡之音吧

还很有可能是一种病

病来如山倒

瘫倒在这

粼粼的似水流年

 

(明天想去看看许巍的演唱会,许老年纪大了,再不看就晚了)

April 09

Same Mistake-James Blunt

I love this song.
People are making the same mistake every day
we dont realize for some
we give up for some
we are fighting ourselves for some
sometimes
we got really hurt
but
that wont make us strong
so
well
give me reason
dont give me choice
Tata.
 
Lyrics:
 
so while i'm turning in my sheets
and once again i cannot sleep
walk out the door and up the street
look at the stars beneath my feet
remember rights that i did wrong
so here i go
hello, hello

there is no place i cannot go
my mind is muddy but
my heart is heavy does it show
i lose the track that loses me
so here i go
uhuh uhuh uhuh

and so i sent some men to fight
and one came back at dead of night
said he'd seen my enemy
said he looked just like me
so i set out to cut myself
and here i go
uhuh uhuh uhuh

i'm not calling for a second chance
i'm screaming at the top of my voice
give me reason, but don't give me choice
cause i'll just make the same mistake again
uhuh

and maybe someday we will meet
and maybe talk and not just speak
don't buy the promises cause
there are no promises i keep
and my reflection troubles me
so here i go
uhuh uhuh uhuh

i'm not calling for a second chance
i'm screaming at the top of my voice
give me reason, but don't give me choice
cause i'll just make the same mistake

i'm not calling for a second chance
i'm screaming at the top of my voice
give me reason, but don't give me choice
cause i'll just make the same mistake again
uhuh uhuh uhuh

uhuh uhuh uhuh
so while i'm turning in my sheets
uhuh uhuh uhuh
and once again i cannot sleep
uhuh uhuh uhuh
walk out the door and up the street
uhuh uhuh uhuh
look at the stars
uhuh uhuh uhuh
look at the stars falling down
uhuh uhuh uhuh
and i wonder where
uhuh uhuh uhuh
did i go wrong?

 
 
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